Pulling away

I don't
want your touch

Let me
touch you

your not listening

your not even here

cant get rid
of this feeling

morals are more
important then love.

I got to get away
or I will lose it.

I played to long
and got no fulfillment

didn't play hard enough
i give up

walking
alone
in the cemetery
of memory's

I play with my memory's
making
them seem
fulfilled

the real ones just empty

how I looked for
the risky ones
the mysterious ones
so sexual in their eyes
just one look in her eyes

but my morals and conscience
are much more important then
you
why cant I release the chains
don't want to be haunted
by my conscience tainted by god, and religion
don't want to be held down
by my conscience
it has too much control
I feel I am
hardened inside an out
and
inside is slowly crumbling
and it reflects on the outside

my heads full of demons
but they can't get control
but I cant get them out
but
I dont let the demons get what they want...