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I don't understand
What follows is bland
I can't seem to operate
in thoughts
my mind wont cooperate,
and see that vague big dream,
in the stream,
pulling my knees to the bends
bending in the knees
chasing in the scenes
memories faded
and the pictures
are all shaded black
and we hack the black away with
words that imitate
the sound
of parrots
squawking and
the knocking
in my head
is getting louder
my face falls in shower
and falls inside
the empty space
the drain that keeps
draining me
Inside..
I see a memory clear and crisp
I cant resist
it's seducing me
making me see
clear
when its black
all I can see
is another memory
its so clear crisp and fresh
so vivid
and id like to go back and live it.